Friday, December 16, 2011

I have been in such a funk the past few days.  On the magical side of things, I'm trying to find a god (as in masculine) to work with on a more permanent basis.  I have a few I like, but none of them are really resonating with me.  I think that has to do with the lack of father figure gods out there.  Mother goddesses are in abundance, but gods who really embody the father?  Not that I've seen.  They don't even have to be father gods first and foremost.  I've always been drawn to triple goddesses, so gods with many facets in their duties/personalities are welcome.

On the more personal side, this house has been crazy.  Arguments and all that loveliness.  I really don't want to be around people that much and all I want to do is sleep.  Although I have been making surprising progress on my schoolwork and story.  But alas my emotions are all over the place.

If anyone has any suggestions, or just a kind word, I would appreciate what you have to say.


  1. I have felt the funk too! Transformation is certainly coming your way. Just keep breathing and reminding yourself there is a light around you!

  2. Must be the season mine Yule hasn't gone to plan again either but things tend to happen for a reason. Take a breather and let the calm go over you, it will be all be over in a few days, live in the moment and enjoy the beauty of what it promises. The sun is rising again and brighter days will come.

    Male gods, choose you rather than you them, stop looking, one will find you and you will know when they do.

    Happy Yule
    J x